Day 4.75: Some Muscle, Some Twink   He asks if it was going to be short time or long time tonight. I felt this was a good sign, that he was amenable to staying longer if I needed him to. BUT as much as I wanted to try long time with him, I regrettably say “short time.” I am not going to back out on ShanBoy. I didn’t want to. There were just too many wonderful boys in the world. I have got to draw a line at some point. I ask him to shower, and I will do the same after him. He slowly undresses i