Dearest BoN,
BN above wrote"I've sent him to 6 rehab clinics."and therin lies one of the gist of "trying to help"a loved one"recover"from a harmful addiction.We interced upon the addicts behalf,out of a snce of love and loyalty-and sometimes out of ego.
Often it is way too early in an addicts career of abuse.Of course we as lovers/friend/relatives/spouses want to do what is best for our friend/loved one.But,unfortumately,what we think is best is actually our own sense of correctness,or of our need to be the saviour in our loved ones life.
As BN and others who have posted-this all ends horribly wrong and IMO teaches the addict some new tricks to use against those who are only trying to help.
As painfull as it is,and it is often heartbreaking,the only way an addict will clean up his act is when h himself takes the lead and puts himself into a treatment program or sets upon a road to recovery.
As a recovering drunk I have been around the Maypole so many times with boys who had learned the way to my wallet/home was with a sad story of a fall from grace and the hope(sincere or not)that someone(like me)could fix them.It has taken me 20 years but I now firmly belive that I cannot fix anybody-including myself!This is a voyager that they must do on their own-not alone,as there are meeting of like souls every night in every city of the US that are there to help.I am of course referiring to AA/NA/SA/OEA/SLAA and all of the other self help groups.
Some scoff at these groups,but it is my experience that if an addict is unwilling to try any form of recovery than his chances for a good and healthy recovery are doomed from the start.And,as selfish as it might seem.when I am faced with such objections I just turn and go on my way-with the proviso to the person seeking help and or sympathy that I am there for them when they are ready to stop.
This is very,very hard to do,Addicts and drunks can be as manipulative and as cunning as the substances which they abuse.
So BON what should you do?Well stop trying to save your son and ,as hard as it might be,detach with love.Your support and love are well known to him,as are the buttons he know how to push.Do not try to neggotiate with him,he is a grown man-he must now grow up.
Wen hes is truly ready to stop,he will stop.Hopefully that will be soon.
There is a huge industry of recovery right now.And they all try to make it seem that they can do somethig for the addict that they cannot do on their own,They cannot.
You have my good wishes on this,as does your son.