September 30Sep 30 Active Members I delight in male beauty and have at least tens of thousands of men in various stages of disrobement. While there are probably a dozen or so whose pictures I often go back to if I'm not feeling too horny, I've never felt any one is so unique that I'd be willing to pay large sums of money for racy photos. I contributed some photos of Alex Espenshade, for example, to the photo gallery. Yes, he is probably the world's most handsome redhead. For your and my collection, I found some nudes of him on LPSG, and noticed from chatter on that website that he was charging $100 for 5 nudes, and $1000 for a short sensual video. Obviously there are those willing to pay that, and on LPSG strings I often find people who seem to lose all reason with men they obsess over. I have almost never paid for photos of anyone, since I figure there are tons of handsome men who are willing to show their goods for free. I have occasionally briefly done a $5/mo OnlyFans, but even that's rare. In my mind, there are so many proud, gorgeous men who flaunt their bodies, the supply is nearly endless. No man is uniquely handsome to me (though true 10's are few and far between). If someone wants me to pay serious dough to see his body, I just move on. How about you? Has any man so captivated you, that you're willing to spend major cash just to see his photos or videos?
September 30Sep 30 1 hour ago, unicorn said:How about you? Has any man so captivated you, that you're willing to spend major cash just to see his photos or videos?I wouldn't spend money on photos or videos - I want much more than that!Although price is important, I think value for money is even more important.I have been 'captivated' by numerous guys over the years, but 3 stand out.One was a pornstar who worked at the Escape Bar Prague. No price would have been too high to spend some time with him and make my own video, but he was snapped up quickly every evening by a German couple.The other was a guy who worked at Boyzboyzboyz in Pattaya. He was a hot, fit masculine guy who showed off his massive thick cock during the show. I referred to him on the board as 'the axe-murderer'. The waiter suggested 20,000 baht, but it turns out he was not offable.I must be obsessed, as I still think about them from time to time, as I do my Pattaya regular who is number 3.
September 30Sep 30 “Over” seems unnecessarily restrictive. 🫳🎤Obsessions? More like enthusiastic high-resolution image interests with a crushing budget according to their production cost output. But always having interacted in person with bilateral relations principally offline and not primarily pixel-based.
September 30Sep 30 “Snapped up quickly by German couple”. They took Polaroids, then he seemed to disappear, but after some blowing on it and some bratwurst, presumably reappeared.
September 30Sep 30 Active Members 5 hours ago, unicorn said:I delight in male beauty and have at least tens of thousands of men in various stages of disrobement. While there are probably a dozen or so whose pictures I often go back to if I'm not feeling too horny, I've never felt any one is so unique that I'd be willing to pay large sums of money for racy photos. I contributed some photos of Alex Espenshade, for example, to the photo gallery. Yes, he is probably the world's most handsome redhead. For your and my collection, I found some nudes of him on LPSG, and noticed from chatter on that website that he was charging $100 for 5 nudes, and $1000 for a short sensual video. Obviously there are those willing to pay that, and on LPSG strings I often find people who seem to lose all reason with men they obsess over. I have almost never paid for photos of anyone, since I figure there are tons of handsome men who are willing to show their goods for free. I have occasionally briefly done a $5/mo OnlyFans, but even that's rare.In my mind, there are so many proud, gorgeous men who flaunt their bodies, the supply is nearly endless. No man is uniquely handsome to me (though true 10's are few and far between). If someone wants me to pay serious dough to see his body, I just move on. How about you? Has any man so captivated you, that you're willing to spend major cash just to see his photos or videos?Back in olden days, before internet, obviously there were magazines with nude guys to lust after. I would spend the $5.95 and use the magazines to fulfill my fantasies. Then came VHS tape, I was in heaven as my fantasy men seem to cum to life, and I could rewind and replay.......HEAVEN.These days there is so much porn on the internet, much for free that I never really PAID for pics or subscriptions to services like OnlyFans, and like Unicorn, only occasionally would I spend $5 - 9.99 for limited access to the persons page, but quickly discovered they really dont add content that often, and the same old shit shows up and gets Boring.....Sites like Chaturbate and Queerscams work for me..... Lots of hot guys in real time "showing off" their assets for the cameras for Free, unless you want to "donate" a small tip to them for the privilege of watching them "stroke and jerk"...... I have NEVER tipped. And there are tons of gorgeous men, many from Latin and south America with huge cocks..... HEAVEN And you can SAVE your favorites to a file so you can keep up with them and their activities......and be alerted to when they cum online......But to answer the question, have I OBSESSED over anyone ? Of course in my personal life there have been boyfriends and relationships I became attached to, but it was NEVER a "Natalie Harp" type of obsession..... And online, there are just too many incredible looking guys to get hung up on any particular one, although I do have "favorites", but have never spent any $$$$ on them. None are constantly on my mind, and I only resort to them if I am feeling horny and want to "play around", which these days, at age 75 is "less & less"... 😁
September 30Sep 30 Author Active Members The most I ever paid was $25 some 15 years ago for some 8"X10" photos of a man I was quite taken by. He didn't have a lot of photos of himself on the internet then, so I was willing to cough up the bucks. 15 years later, his most recent gig was an exotic dancer for Chippendales in Nashville TN, according to AI:AI OverviewZac Trautman, a prominent fitness model and performer for the Nashville Chippendales male revue, is 48 years old.He was born on May 5 and recently celebrated his 48th birthday on the Monday preceding September 30, 2026. Before breaking into the full-blown production performances of the male revue circuit, he worked locally in the elevator repair business.I've been following him fondly Instagram and Facebook. It looks as though he finally got hitched (to a woman). I'm not quite sure how accurate AI is in this instance. Why would he celebrate his birthday a good four months later? Anyway, there's something about him which really pushes my buttons.Here's a recent photo:And here are some from the time he first came to my attention:
September 30Sep 30 12 minutes ago, unicorn said:The most I ever paid was $25 some 15 years ago for some 8"X10" photos of a man I was quite taken by. He didn't have a lot of photos of himself on the internet then, so I was willing to cough up the bucks. 15 years later, his most recent gig was an exotic dancer for Chippendales in Nashville TN, according to AI:AI OverviewZac Trautman, a prominent fitness model and performer for the Nashville Chippendales male revue, is 48 years old.He was born on May 5 and recently celebrated his 48th birthday on the Monday preceding September 30, 2026. Before breaking into the full-blown production performances of the male revue circuit, he worked locally in the elevator repair business.I've been following him fondly Instagram and Facebook. It looks as though he finally got hitched (to a woman). I'm not quite sure how accurate AI is in this instance. Why would he celebrate his birthday a good four months later? Anyway, there's something about him which really pushes my buttons.Well, push all the elevator buttons and you may end up achieving the height of fondly fondling, … with luck, even full blown.😆😛Four months? What a scandalous degree of age-shaving!
September 30Sep 30 Author Active Members Recent, during one of his shows in Nashville:Also recent:And older photos:
October 6Oct 6 Active Members On 9/29/2026 at 11:45 PM, unicorn said:I delight in male beauty and have at least tens of thousands of men in various stages of disrobement. While there are probably a dozen or so whose pictures I often go back to if I'm not feeling too horny, I've never felt any one is so unique that I'd be willing to pay large sums of money for racy photos. I contributed some photos of Alex Espenshade, for example, to the photo gallery. Yes, he is probably the world's most handsome redhead. For your and my collection, I found some nudes of him on LPSG, and noticed from chatter on that website that he was charging $100 for 5 nudes, and $1000 for a short sensual video. Obviously there are those willing to pay that, and on LPSG strings I often find people who seem to lose all reason with men they obsess over. I have almost never paid for photos of anyone, since I figure there are tons of handsome men who are willing to show their goods for free. I have occasionally briefly done a $5/mo OnlyFans, but even that's rare.In my mind, there are so many proud, gorgeous men who flaunt their bodies, the supply is nearly endless. No man is uniquely handsome to me (though true 10's are few and far between). If someone wants me to pay serious dough to see his body, I just move on. How about you? Has any man so captivated you, that you're willing to spend major cash just to see his photos or videos?Some guys want to claim it's an obsession or even a fetish....liking redheads, liking Asian guys, muscle men, black hunks, and so on. Pay them no mind!Like what you like.Your post reminds me of Archie on Riverdale TV show.. I fantasized him letting Jughead slip into bed when Jughead needed comfort. 😉
October 7Oct 7 Popular Post Yes, I obsessed over a guy. I had some life challenges growing up in the 1950s/60s. My Dad died when I’d just turned 5. My Mother, a single parent, worked 1 or 2 jobs daily, depending on day of the week; 6 days a week. We were ‘latch key kids’. I didn’t understand what was happening to me sexually. I was attracted to guys when I was pre-teen, and, more so, kids/guys my own age were coming on to me with some regularity. It was all so confusing. By graduation end, I’d attended 4 different high schools; city and suburban. We moved around a lot. Evictions were the norm. In elementary school alone, we lived in 5 or 6 different apartments. The second of four high schools I attended was situated in an upper-middle-class suburban Chicago community (we were from the ‘other side of the tracks’). One of my classmates at the second high school was CJ, whose father owned multiple sod farms in the area; a wealthy family. CJ was physically stunning. The kind of guy that caused me to spring a hard-on the moment I saw him. He was on the freshman swim team. Lithe, smooth body who seemed to always sport a hard on – in speedo or out. I was so infatuated with the vision of CJ of him I'd seen in the shower room I’d telephone his house after school just to hear his voice picking up the phone; then I’d quickly hang up. Scores of telephone calls. At night, I’d masturbate to the thought of him. As I write this, I can envision him in my mind.We moved to a different community at the end of my freshman year, to the third high school. The calls stopped, and my fascinations were redirected! Oh, that's another story.
October 7Oct 7 16 hours ago, Pete1111 said:Some guys want to claim it's an obsession or even a fetish....liking redheads, liking Asian guys, muscle men, black hunks, and so on.Pay them no mind!Like what you like.Your post reminds me of Archie on Riverdale TV show.. I fantasized him letting Jughead slip into bed when Jughead needed comfort. 😉Oh my, what a thirst trap!
October 7Oct 7 My current is self-consciously shy about spitting into my mouth on request. I fear it won’t last.
October 7Oct 7 Active Members 2 hours ago, NormandyCoast said:My current is self-consciously shy about spitting into my mouth on request. I fear it won’t last.That's not a favorite "fetish" of mine, and I dont like slapping in the face either.....Not even a fan of my own spit, and surprisingly, I'm not a fan of CUM either, even as a voracious, born cocksucker.... I will let them cum in my mouth, and "pretend" to swallow, but hold it and spit it out the first chance I get......Just gives me the "ick" . Even with my partner of 22 years that has passed now.
October 7Oct 7 21 minutes ago, Suckrates said:That's not a favorite "fetish" of mine, and I dont like slapping in the face either.....Not even a fan of my own spit, and surprisingly, I'm not a fan of CUM either, even as a voracious, born cocksucker.... I will let them cum in my mouth, and "pretend" to swallow, but hold it and spit it out the first chance I get......Just gives me the "ick" . Even with my partner of 22 years that has passed now.It’s just another saliva-delivery option … tongues intertwined, or he plops it in. Think shotgunning: one person inhales, then exhales into the other’s mouth. Different delivery system. Neither is a fetish. His sweaty gym sock stuffed into my mouth? Now that’s a fetish.Not that I personally possess a fetish or indulge in a kink. I merely understand the “taxonomy” throughout the obsession. 😇
October 7Oct 7 Active Members 1 minute ago, NormandyCoast said:It’s just another saliva-delivery option … tongues intertwined, or he plops it in. Think shotgunning: one person inhales, then exhales into the other’s mouth. Different delivery system. Neither is a fetish. His sweaty gym sock stuffed into my mouth? Now that’s a fetish.Not that I personally possess a fetish or indulge in a kink. I merely understand the taxonomy throughout the obsession. 😇My limit for spit is "french kissing"......
October 7Oct 7 4 minutes ago, Suckrates said:My limit for spit is "french kissing"......A strictly French policy … un baiser is fine but baiser is presumably negotiable.😜
October 7Oct 7 Author Active Members On 10/6/2026 at 3:33 PM, Pete1111 said:Some guys want to claim it's an obsession or even a fetish....liking redheads, liking Asian guys, muscle men, black hunks, and so on.Pay them no mind!Like what you like.Your post reminds me of Archie on Riverdale TV show.. I fantasized him letting Jughead slip into bed when Jughead needed comfort. 😉Well, you may like redheads, but KJ Apa is a brunette (hair color changed for TV). From Wikipedia:"Keneti James Fitzgerald "KJ" Apa (born 17 June 1997) is a New Zealand actor and singer. He gained recognition for playing Kane Jenkins in the New Zealand soap opera Shortland Street (2013–2015) and Archie Andrews in the CW teen drama series Riverdale (2017–2023). He has also starred in the adventure drama film A Dog's Purpose (2017), the teen drama film The Hate U Give (2018), and the biographical romantic drama film I Still Believe (2020). Apa released his debut solo album in 2021, the indie folk-rock album Clocks... Apa was born on 17 June 1997 at Waitakere Hospital in Auckland, New Zealand,[1] the son of Tupa'i and Tessa Apa (née Callander). His father is Samoan and a matai (chief) of his village in Samoa...". Yeah, I've jacked off to his photos, too (with his natural hair color). He's no ginger.
October 7Oct 7 Author Active Members On 10/6/2026 at 3:33 PM, Pete1111 said:.... I fantasized him letting Jughead slip into bed when Jughead needed comfort.."...On the Wildmen podcast in July 2026, Apa discussed his struggles with substance abuse and an eating disorder, particularly during his time on Riverdale. He explained that the pressure to maintain a fit physique heavily contributed to his disordered eating, which involved bingeing and purging. He also revealed that his eating disorder became so intense that he once urinated on food to stop himself from eating it, only to return again to satisfy his cravings. Apa also confirmed that he had been sober for a year and a half. Apa also spoke about how Cole Sprouse once hit him in an attempt to help him stop using drugs..."Cole Sprouse was the man who played Jughead on the series, with which we both lusted over these men! 🥰
October 8Oct 8 Active Members 4 hours ago, unicorn said:Well, you may like redheads, but KJ Apa is a brunette (hair color changed for TV). From Wikipedia:"Keneti James Fitzgerald "KJ" Apa (born 17 June 1997) is a New Zealand actor and singer. He gained recognition for playing Kane Jenkins in the New Zealand soap opera Shortland Street (2013–2015) and Archie Andrews in the CW teen drama series Riverdale (2017–2023). He has also starred in the adventure drama film A Dog's Purpose (2017), the teen drama film The Hate U Give (2018), and the biographical romantic drama film I Still Believe (2020). Apa released his debut solo album in 2021, the indie folk-rock album Clocks... Apa was born on 17 June 1997 at Waitakere Hospital in Auckland, New Zealand,[1] the son of Tupa'i and Tessa Apa (née Callander). His father is Samoan and a matai (chief) of his village in Samoa...". Yeah, I've jacked off to his photos, too (with his natural hair color). He's no ginger.The character Archie is a redhead. Yeah, Apa had a sweet body and a weekly dye job for that role.Glad to hear he overcame his addiction.
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