[Unexpected reunions and few shattered dreams - 22nd trip to Thailand in May 2022]

2 hours ago, vinapu said:

Day 12

Soon after they left  I realized that today is supposed to be a DAY for me as I hoped I will be able , after multi year waiting,  to off Handsome Cambodian  ( HC )from Jupiter, dream of mine for a good while. So by my own choice I switched  today to  “ wait for the evening “ mode.

Going for breakfast I notice Suwit waiting  already in front of  the shop , still closed that early , so grabbed him and we went for breakfast at BayView, it was actually nice , breezy morning.

As he knew , today I’m returning to Bangkok,  we kissed good bye  , literally in middle of the soi as neither of us is that shy. Then I went to the room to pack and at noon on the dot I left for Jomtien bus station to catch my 1 pm bus for which I bought ticket yesterday. I took motorsai for 50 baht.

Bus was full. Heavy traffic and it took 2 hours to get to Swampy so in the hotel I was close to 4 p.m.

You know what was on my mind all that time.

My hotel now for next 3 nights will be Furama Exclusive Sathorn, in sub soi close to both soi 3 where Baan Silom is and to Chong Nonsi station. After Raya,  it's becoming my most favorite hotel in Silom area , big rooms with balconies and breakfast included, no problems with visitors, there are always    some taxis, motorsais and tuktuks waiting outside and there’s cheap  local restaurant across the soi.  Breakfast is buffet type, not very sophisticated but varied and adequate enough with few Asian dishes so our guys may have choice they prefer.

As weekend was looming I went to XOne to exchange money, stocked there with 100 baht notes – I like them because they gladly provide few thousands in low denominations on request. I picked up glasses I ordered right after arrival, had banana pancake in soi where New Twilight is, then went to the room to spruce up and went to realize hopefully my dream and mission. But first stop  to get courage was at Hot Male downstairs, reader and anddy were there, tiny Lao was happy to see me again, always nice , enjoyable and not expensive time there.

After  9 , with pulse probably beating at 80 / my normal is 50-54 /  I marched to Jupter.

Not many people inside which was surprising considering it’s Friday but it was still early, artic cold and music volume at idiotic level but for now those were none of my problems. Drink ordered and I start looking around where my HC is. Nowhere, soon boys parade started, nope.

But I noticed that S, whom I offed from NewTwilight on my 3^rd night moved to Jupiter now, during parade I slipped him 100 baht in exchange for smile. Offable material but not for price he wanted then and definitely not tonight for obvious reason.

 Very rarely I ask for mamasan’s help but there was no choice. Due to level of noise conversation , mouth to ear was like that  : “ is HC working today? “ , ‘ do you want boy?”, screaming ‘ is HC working today? “ , ‘’ which boy you want ?”, then he decided to ask another one to help   me . Answer was freezing ‘ not working today” but before I got heart attack or something soothing “ I can call him” came. 100 baht changed hands, in few minutes he came that HC will be here in 20 minutes so my pulse went down to normal I guess and I even feel that noise and cold is somewhat more bearable.

Finally he got there roughly at start of show , recognized me in the instant , after all we talked last weekend and quite possibly mamasan described that  “KFC looking idiot is asking for you “ or something. I asked if he wants to stay for the show, yes,  so we stay,  in meantime I secured long time ( finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ) , asked for expected compensation ( top of the line but not more that I was willing to fork out, I lost my head over him but some brain was preserved in the neck I guess and I had my limit ) so all looked good but he was sitting bit stiff as to avoid any casual body contact , arms crossed at times. Did not object my hand on his knee but  he did not bother with any touches , not that I expected much but I still be happy with even pat on the back.

After show it got better because we left, no problem walking, not hungry , we just bought some drinks at 7/11, he is talkative and English is good so my spirit went up. In the room no problem whatsoever , shower together OK,  body still lean and muscular,  all the same when I got struck seeing him  first time exercising with Art in front of BBB. So he took good care of himself during covid. Protested when  I told him he is so handsome, “I’m not handsome “ but when I told him ‘ for me you are “ , which in fact it is what I think,  he was happy. So thing were going very well  but they stopped when we moved to long time part.

“ Don’t do this’,  ‘ I don’t like this “, “ I’m tired and want to sleep “ etc.

 So I felt like cold water bucket was emptied over me as my romantic night  dreamed about for 3 or 4 years  turned to turf war over pillow and duvet.

 I was devastated  but not entirely surprised and thus not upset, only disappointed that dream of my own creation shattered , I  just gave up on being close . To his credit  in the morning he was not in rush at all, to a point that we missed breakfast in hotel   and converted himself to be more accessible.

So day 12 which I hoped will be day of days this trip  finished with me hanging my head low.

And is not HC fault, it’s mine as I hoped for much more based on my dreams.  

Now, few weeks since , I clearly see I was overreacting  , actually one of our members who knows HC brought me to my senses soon after saying rightly ‘finally you got him long time ! “

 But that morning, day after,  I felt dramatically disappointed.

I presented this story to readers to act as warning – we should not  build any hopes  beyond what we can reasonably expect in standard, after all commercial,  relationships.

 Result of this drama of my own creation is that yes , I will be still looking for HC whenever I’ll be in BKK, I will off him LT if he will be willing and I’d even consider him as trip companion.

 What I will not do is ask mamasan to call him and in fact any boy over, no,  I must see him eye to eye  like all other guys in bars. If there’s smile, it’s a deal, smile absent , next please. Day 12 is over.   

 

Maybe he’s more of a morning sex person?😅

[My funny apps story from last night]

1 hour ago, vinapu said:

Don,t be jealous, after all I,m footing the bill for all those experiments

To be able to afford these is worth looking up to🤩

[My funny apps story from last night]

2 hours ago, vinapu said:

Repeated last night if somebody really needs to know. One participant from first time dismissed, suitable replacement hired, all 3 still sleeping scandalous at 9 in the morning

 

 

 

 

So envious! I live vicariously through you 🤣

[New Bar Soi 6 : "New Twilight"]

Sorry, dumb question: ST refers to short term and LT refers to long term?

[Thai Pass]

Just applied for my thai pass today. 

Got the QR code after about 4 hours.

[Gay Massage Reopening]

Anyone knows a place where there will be lean masseurs that are into chubs?

Because its always better when you're the masseur's type in my opinion😅

I used to know one pre-covid at the green massage but not sure if he's still there.

[Best Sauna in Bangkok ?]

On 5/10/2022 at 6:42 PM, orson said:

For the rounder shaped guys my fave is heaven. However on my last visit last week, it seems they've lessened their services. No liquid soap in the showers. No cups in the water dispenser either. When I asked the staff about it, they offered to get me a drink if I buy one. And also I do not understand why the towels are dispensed on the 4th floor when the showers are located on the 5th. 

This was also my first time that I find the maze extra dark. And an encounter which was less than satisfactory. Thb200 entrance, thb150 after 2130. 

Is there an alternative place in Bangkok? 

Is heaven a good place to go to for a chub to find lean chasers?

If not can someone recommend? 

Thanks in advance