Brazil is my next stop after Corona virus pandemic!
I had made a plan to visit Rio and SP during the awful 2020, and I hope to GO for this trip ASAP !
Good luck in 2021 !
From @Lucky
Prolific poster @AdamSmith passed away on December 3, 2020. He went to Duke University and then Yale, where he graduated with Honors.
He was a great guy who has been on this site for years.
Not sure what counts as "1st gay experience"
I was 19 or 20.
Thought I was in love with my friend. When you're young one really doesn't know what love is. But when I think about him now I remember how it was.
Was before internet porn. I knew very little about sex.
I was certainly drawn to him and wished I could hold him all night long. We lived on the same floor in our college dorm. Back then there were few guys that made my heart go pitter-pat. John did. I was in lust with him for sure and was very sweet on him.
Back then guys wore short gym shorts. His were tomato soup red and made his ass look so pretty, not that I knew what to do about it. I became aware that guys penetrated each other, yes, but I had little awareness of it, that it would feel good. I was very closeted and afraid of being gay, so in my mind I wasn't mindful of being sexual. In a sense I was in denial, yet my eyes knew what I liked, what filled my heart with lust.
One night we were sitting on the couch in his room, watching TV. He reclined to snooze, his head pointed away from me. We might have smoked some weed.
I drew John's feet across my lap. I wanted John to stretch his legs out across me.
I began stroking his calves and then his thighs. John didn't react. My desire overcame fear. I slid my hand higher, inside his gym shorts, feeling his butt. Was so exciting. Eventually I reached around and brushed my hand against his jock. In the dark I saw his head turn and look at me.
I stopped. Shortly after that I went back to my room.
I was not good at processing so many cues from John. College boys dish out so much teasing and BS. But now I see how much John really wanted to be sexual with me and that he was sweet on me too.
In retrospect, he must have had experience, probably with the same neighbor boy that visited campus once to drive John home. He wanted to try with me.
We ended up in similar situations two more times. But by the time I was coming out to myself, he had moved on to getting with girls.
He still thinks about me. I got an email from him not long ago.
I'll always remember my John.
There was a guy at Pointe sauna who agreed to just about everything but rimming. He would n't even let me look at what seemed to be a wonderful ass.
On our third time together, he raised his ass and made it easily accessible to my mouth. I looked, rushed, and munched on down. It was easily one of the most rimmable asses on one of the most exciting boys in a long time. It was pure delight.
He had a very muscular body, smooth skin, a very smooth ass, and an anus without a single hair. That's my favorite ass, and to have such a delightful guy essentially make this a farewell gift to me is a memory to be cherished. I love Rio!
